am~i~real?

tamaderz!

2005-08-21T15:10:00.000-07:00

whew! another boring day... Last Friday (Aug.19) I was with my Montessorian friends.. we watched the gig of Parokya ni Edgar, Mojofly and Juan Pablo Dream in St. Scho's field.. I can say that it was fun until it began to rain... of course it was an open area so we got wet because the rain was a bit strong... Mojofly was about to start but unfortunately they waited until the rain had stopped. My mom called me and said that she'll be fetching me around 9:30. It was 9 pm by then and they haven't started yet so I was hoping that the rain stop so that I can still watch the gig but it seemed like the rain wouldn't end so they've decided to put a tent in the stage so that the gig can push through. Mojofly started but during their 2nd song, my mom called and told me that they're already at the gate so I had no choice but to go out already. Nakakainis coz I didn't have the chance to watch Parokya ni Edgar when in fact that was the one I'm waiting for! hmph! but it was also a good thing to go home early because we need to go to school the following day. But because I got tired, I didn't go to school. I just slept until lunch time.

Next Friday, I'm planning to watch again a concert in school for Hale, Cueshe and MYMP will be the one's who'll rock the school! I like those bands so definitely I'll not miss watching this! I hope it will not rain anymore and that my mom wouldn't fetch me that early...

I'm currently 'tinatamad' to study that's why I blogged.. It's been a long time after all since I updated here.. Oh yeah, do you like the layout now? than the one before? comments pls.. and just feel free to sing along! bye now..

ay eto pla yung ticket.. hehe!

Sooooper hectic sa school!!!!!!! errr....

2005-08-05T04:13:00.000-07:00

grabe na toh!! super hectic ng week na toh!! biruin nyo.. buong week wlang araw na wala kamen long test, quiz, o ano man! basta!!! here's what we've done...

Monday

gumawa kame ng essay about the present political crisis in the Philippines na irerelate sa values namen... then nanuod kame ng "Braveheart" sa social kasi mejo related un sa topic na tinetake-up namen.. gumawa kame dun nung parang may elements of civilization ekek pero based on Medieval culture.. tapos may isa pang masaya na nangyari sa nung Monday.. basta secret! hehe..

Tuesday

submission nung Concept paper para sa exposure trip tapos perio sa Computer saka hands-on activity na 50% nung perio tapos longtest din namen for Wika

Wednesday

Math longtest namen!! tapos Pani longtest din tapos perio sa Music!! amp yan!!! bagsak ako!! 28/70!!! what a score!!! grabe talaga!! tapos sinubmit din pala yung timeline na pinagawa samen nun.. tapos submission din nung Formal theme para sa Grammar.. saka dapat Speech quiz about fallacies pero hindi natuloy kaya sa Monday nalang daw

Thursday

longtest in CLE.. iba pala longtest pag cle dun compared sa ob.. wala lang.. tapos pinanuod namen ung MTV na ginawa namen about Love Myths.. ang benta nya sobra!! nakakatawa!!! creative longtest nga pla namen un sa Literature.. tapos nung Psych, gumawa kame ng Lifeline namen.. creative longtest din yun.. tapos pamatay nung discussion sa Chem!!! ang hirap!!!!!!!!! tapos nag-rls din kame... 50% un nung longtest for chem! sooper hirap!!!

Friday

Social and Chem longtest!!!! isa pang pamatay!! hai grabe!!! tapos masaya nung hapon na kasi pumunta ko ng ob kahit na sobrang lakas ng ulan!! ok lang! enjoy naman e! pero may nabalitaan akong hindi maganda sa barkada namen.. watak-watak na kasi daw sila.. well actually, kame pala kasi iba na school ko.. grabe! hindi ko ma-imagine! samatalang dati, lagi pa kameng magkakasamang lahat! ang saya saya! tapos ngayon may mga sariling mundo na... kakalungkot.. tapos kung anu-anong kalokohan pa naririnig ko na pinaggagawa ng mga kabarkada ko! hai.. nakakainis na talaga! kanina nga sabi ko mag-usap kameng lahat.. as in ung buong barkada! kasi wala ng time na naging kumpleto kame! lage nalang may kulang! e ako naman, minsan-minsan ko na nga lang sila makita tapos kahit onting oras lang hindi nila mabigay sakin.. nagtatampo talaga ako.. kung hanggang ngayon nasa ob pa ko, hindi ko hahayaang mangyari lahat ng to... ayoko ng hiwa-hiwalay kame, ng kung anu-anong kalokohan pinaggagawa lalo na pag depressed, sa masamang bagay pa dinadaan ang pag solve ng problem.. basta madami pa! kasi diba, come to think about it, there are many ways to solve a problem.. you don't need to do something that is not right to just solve for it.. sus naman! what are friends for?! what's the family for?! their always there to lend a helping hand! kaya kung sino man ang nagbabasa nito, sana you keep that in mind also lalo na kung isa kayo sa kada ko!! ano ba naman kasi!? hindi naman kayo ganyan eh! ano bang nangyayari?! basta if i have time, i'll plan kahit a simple gimik.. yung tipong sama-sama ang buong kada.. yung wlang interuptions kasi gusto ko kayo makausap ng masinsinan.. kayo lang tong walang time para sa ganyan.. alam kong lahat tayo busy pero siguro naman pwede tayo mag-alot ng time for just a simple talk diba!? i just like to clear things out kasi ayoko ng ganito ang barkada.. sa totoo lang, sobrang looking forward ako na makita kayo pero kahit onting time lang talaga, hindi nyo magawang maging kumpleto and just give some time to talk things out.. our problems! we used to solve it all together before diba!? sana hanggang ngayon ganon paren kasi kaya ko nagustuhan ung kadang to is because of that. all for one-one for all.. lahat tayo magtutulungan whether in good or bad.. un ang alam kong totoong magkakaibigan! hindi lang nila ikaw sasamahan sa good times kundi pati in bad.. un ang friendship! sana ma-realize nyo toh! lalo na ang DWC9!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

magiging happy ba ako o malungkot??...

2005-07-24T15:32:00.000-07:00

hai nako.. grabe itong week na to!! hindi ko alam kung matutuwa ba ko o malulungkot na maiinis na ewan! waah.. ang gulo gulo.. nag-eenjoy naman ako ngaun sa SSC kasi may nakakasama na ko pero iba paren xempre sa OB... kasi dun, nandun kada ko... hai.. kalungkot talaga.. miss ko na sila... tapos nakaka-inis pa kasi may kumakalat na rumors about me sa SSC.. hindi naman totoo.. ewan ko ba kung saang lupalop ng mundo nila nakuha ung balitang yun.. grr... pero at least, may mga naniniwala naman sakin "kahit papano" na hindi totoo un.. kabago-bagong student ko pa lang sa SSC tapos ang samang reputasyon kagad ang kumakalat sakin.. nakakainis diba?! buti sana kung totoo un matatanggap ko pa, e hindi naman! ang kapal ng mukha ng nagkakalat nun! hai.. nung Friday, pumunta ako ng Ob pero saglit lang kasi sinundo lang brother ko tapos umuwi na.. kelangan ko kasi pumunta ng dentist.. sayang nga e, kung kelan ako hindi nakapag-tagal sa OB un ung time na ang dameng pumuntang mga dating taga don. hai nako naman talaga oh.. pero ok lang kasi kahapon (Saturday) gumumik kame.. birthday kasi ni Kim... pumunta kameng Glorietta... Dito na nagsisimula ang mga nakapag pasaya sakin... first thing, dapat sasabay ako kela Kim papuntang Glo kaso sabi ni Mommy pupunta rin daw sila.. edi sakanila nalang ako sumabay.. so dapat 12:30 kame aalis.. edi mga 11 nag-ayos na ako tapos kumain na ng lunch.. after, edi nagbihis na ko.. pero dahil matagal ako pumili ng susuotin ko, inabot ako ng 2 pm bago makatapos.. biruin mo 2 hrs and 30 mins ako nag-ayos! amp yan! hai nako.. ok lang yun! hehe! tapos pag dating ko sa Glo edi pumunta na ko sa g4 kasi nandun sila.. so un, nkita ko na sila Aica nasa Timezone... hinanap ko si Kim sakanila tapos sabi nasa loob daw.. edi pumasok kame kasama ko si Aica... grabe! ang dami kong nakitang taga Ob! mga 1st year tapos ang dami din taga SSC... anyway, si Aica nagpasama sa g2 kasi bibili daw xa ng cap.. edi sinamahan ko.. pag dating namen dun, nakita ko si Tracy.. bus mate ko.. wla lang! tapos edi un, bumili na si Aica ng cap... sinamahan naman nya ko sa may Gold crest kasi pinalinis ko ung necklace ko.. then after bumalik na kame sa g4.. edi un, magkakasama na kameng lahat.. oo nga pla, ang mga kasama ay si Camz, Xtin, Kimi, Kim, Aica, AKO, Sean, Kerr at Marlon (friend ni Kim)... so un, tinignan namen kung anong palabas..

AKO : o anung panunuorin naten?
Kim : bahala kau..
AKO : gusto ko nakakatakot..
Sean at Kerr : aba! hindi ka na takot?
AKO : hindi na! matapang na ako!!!!

unfortunately, wlang palabas na nakakatakot sa g4 so pumunta kasi sa quad.. edi un, meron dun! "the evil dead" edi natuwa ako.. hehe! tapos bumili na kame popcorns at drinks tapos pumasok na kame sa sinehan... hindi pa nag-sstart, nangingilabot na ko sa takot! ako kasi nasa dulo, wala ako katabi sa left side ko.. nakipagpalit ako kay Kerr so nasa gitna na ko ni Kim at ni Aica.. nung nagstart na ung show, edi un.. takot na takot na ko hindi ko lang pinapahalata.. err... kakahiya! hehe! tapos may parts na nakakatawa at may parts na nakakatakot.. walang kwenta audience!! NR! (no reaction) ako lang ang napapasigaw! kakahiya tuloy! tapos si Aica rinding-rindi na sakin! hahaha!!! tapos sa last part nung movie, naiyak ako.. namatay kasi ung mommy nung bida saka ung friends nya.. nakakalungkot... edi natawa sakin sila Kim kasi bakit daw ako umiiyak.. hia! e bakit ba!? feel ko ung movie eh!! hehehe!!! jowk lang! pero sa totoo lang, nakakaiyak talaga... after anamn nung movie, bumalik kami sa g4 tapos nag laro ulit sa timezone.. nagkita nga pala kame nila Ping.. pinakilala ko sila sa mga kasama ko.. tapos pumunta kame sa g2 kasi nag-papicture kame.. picture card!! eto ung pic...

in case na hindi nyo sila kilala.. from left to right (upper) : Sean, Kerr, Camz, Xtin.. (down) left to right : Aica, Kimi, Kim at ako..
tapos, habang inaayos ung pic, nakita ko ung ibang pics na naka-save sa pc.. aba! nakita ko mga pics ng mga kulasa! hehe! ang dame... tapos ung may ari nung picture card dun, tawagan namen "mare" ang daming kilala! mapa-taga ob! csa! st scho! hai.. small world! tapos after nun, kelangan na namen umuwi.. enjoy ung gimik nameng yun! lalo na nung nanuod kame ng movie! the best!!!!

saya saya!!!

2005-07-19T10:25:00.000-07:00

I'm currently here sa Computer lab kasi computer class namen... hai.. saya! pwede mag-net pag tapos na lessons tapos free pa! hehehe!! newei, eto ang wala sa ob! haha! tagal na ren ako 'di nakakapag-update kasi tinatamad ako! la lang... ano bang mga nangyari for the week? hmm... aha! nung Friday (July 15) wala kameng pasok! guess why?! WALA KASING TUBEG!! hmph! grabe! nung Thursday afternoon kasi inannounce so parana kame, "WOOOHOOO!! WLANG PASOK BUKAS!!!" yeh! lahat ng tao naging hyper! sobrang saya! hahaha! tapos nung Friday pagkagising ko, aba! sinipag ako gumawa ng homework! hahaha! tapos nung afternoon, pumunta ako ng OB kasama ko si Bianca... pinakilala ko sya syempre sa kada and sa iba kong friends dun.. sabi nila kamukha daw nya si X.. haha! saya! wala lang... tapos si Aica kaparehas ko ng school shoes! wahaha!! grabe! nung Saturday morning naman nung pag kagising ko, nagtext si Kim.. nagyayaya sa G4.. ako naman 'tong tamad na tamad umalis kaya sabi ko hindi ako sasama.. tapos maya-maya nagtext si Bianca, nagyayaya din sa G4.. tapos si Bryan nagtext din, punta din sa G4, tapos si Myka din daw punta ng G4! so parang ako, bakit ang dameng pupunta sa g4?! edi gusto ko na rin pumunta! edi un, ganadong-ganado na ko umalis.. pag bangon ko dapat magpapaalam na ko kela mommy tapos wala sila.. NASA G4!!!! nakakainis!!! hindi tuloy ako nakaalis.. dapat magpapaalam ako through the cp pero naubusan ako ng load! badtrip! hai.. tapos nagtext si Zha, sabi sunod daw sya sa G4 mga 5 pm after ng French class nya.. sabi nya, sabay nalang daw kame.. edi un, siguro naman by that time nasa bahay na sila mommy kaya makakapag-paalam na ko... nakatulog ako tapos pag gising ko 7 pm na.. edi hindi na talaga ako nakasama!!! errr..... tapos nung Sunday, tinamad ako mag-aral for the whole day kaya wala ako magawa.. pero si mommy nakipag palit ng cp sakin, edi pumayag ako.. kaso nga lang, lahat ng contacts nya nasa phone memory! so kelangan ko isa-isahin diba!? e ung iba ko ring contacts nasa phone memory ko... pahirapan pare!!!! inabot ako ng isang buong araw para gawin un! hai.... buhay nga naman oh! wala na ko masabi... hehehe!!! 'til here!! bye.. =)

katamaran ulet!

2005-07-08T19:16:00.000-07:00

Acquaintance party ng ob ngaun!!! punta kaya ako?? hmm.. kakatamad! err... saka sama nga pala pakiramdam ko.. grabe! super busy kame in school.. dami homeworks.. wala na kong time para sa sarili ko.. hmp.. pero enjoy din naman kahit papano.. hehe! tapos kakainis kasi tomorrow may pasok kame.. grr... tapos next week dami long test saka outreach din pala.. gusto ko ma-experience un.. mukha kasing masaya pero nakakapagod nga lang tapos after ng outreach, gagawa pa kame ng reaction paper ekek.. hai nako.. hectic.. kanina nga pla, ang saya ko dahil... secret.. basta! hehe.. sige, wala kong masabi.. basta masaya sa ssc!! to all Montessorians : Enjoy the party!! to all Scholasticans : astig kau! keep on rocking! =p

it's the true me!!

2005-07-08T18:14:00.000-07:00

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be together with you always, no matter when or where.

With respect to money, you spend as little as possible.

You think good luck is something you won't attain - you expect bad luck.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort.

You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you don't have any particular type in mind, but you are inclined to look for someone who will say yes when you ask him / her out.

Who's" the True You?

i can't tell who true friends really are...

2005-07-03T14:45:00.000-07:00

it's good to blog again... grabe! tagal kong hindi nag-uupdate! anyways, sa ngaun ang dame nang galit sakin sa ssc because they kept on judging me without even knowing me... kakaasar nga e! bakit kasi maxadong maraming prejudice sa mundo! haii... pero ok lang, hindi naman ako nagpapaapekto 'coz hindi naman totoo mga tingin nila sakin e!! so start tau sa nangyari for the week...
Monday :
nung morning kasama ko si Ping... nagpaturo ako for the hw sa social tapos nagkwentuhan kame sandali sa classroom. Nung recess wala akong kasama... =( o diba, ang sad? pero dahil sa nakasalubong ko si Denise, pinasabay nya ko sakanila... nung lunch, kasama ko sa Harvie pero kaka-op kasi hindi ako makarelate sakanila... nung dismissal kasama ko rin xa...
Tuesday :
nung morning kasama ko ulit si Ping... kwinentuhan ko xa about dun sa crush ko.. *kilig* hehe! tapos recess kasama ko sila Kia... mejo ok ung company nila, hindi ako maxado na-op kaya nung lunch at dismissal sila din kasama ko... =)
Wednesday :
kasama ko paren sila Kia tapos si Ping lage nalang akong inaasar! grrr.... halos tuwing magkikita kame nagaasaran kameng dalawa... nung lunch, nag-worship kame nila Denise... ung mga ginagawa dun, nagdadasal, kumakanta ng songs for god... o diba, ang bait ko? =)
Thursday :
presentation namen nung mga greek gods ekek for Lit... kaya nung recess hindi ako kumain kasi nagpractice pa kame... nung dumating na teacher, nag-draw lots na sa order ng presentation... dahil 'swerte' kame, kame first! hmp! tapos kakahiya kasi ako pa gumanap na "Hera"... hai nako! tapos etong si Ping pinagtatawanan nanaman ako! grr....
Friday :
club fair! so may 3 choices of what club sasalihan mo... 1st choice ko volleyball, 2nd: yfc (youth for christ) bait ko na talaga! and 3rd: trips... masaya sa trips kasi kung san-san kau pupunta... sa Subic, Bora, basta dami pa! un nga lang, magastos! so nag-try out ako for volleyball... nakakapagod after tapos ang init pa! mga 3:15 na nun so pwede na umuwi... pagkadating ko dito sa bahay, naligo na kagad ako kasi punta pa ko ng ob! edi yun, nung asa ob na ko, kwentuhan wid friends, tawanan! basta saya!
Saturday :
gumawa ako hw sa social tapos nakatulog! tinamad na ko gumawa hw after!
Sunday :
tinatamad paren ako gumawa! errr!!!

sana naman maging ok this week... =)

i'm beginning to love st scho! yeaaa!!!

2005-06-26T13:45:00.000-07:00

matagal-tagal din ako hindi nakapag-update... maxado kasi akong busy but anyways... grabe!! i'm beginning to love st scho! ayus mga peepz dun.. yeaaa! rock on!! nung 1st week, mejo nahirapan ako mag-adjust... iyak pa nga ako ng iyak kasi i miss ob... pero nung nagkaron me ng friends, mejo naging ok na... lumipas ang first week at ilan-ilan na din sa mga kaklase ko ang nakakasama ko tuwing recess at lunch... pag dating ng 2nd week, nakasama ko barkada nila Audrey, Kia at Ping... masaya sila kasama! soooper!! tapos pag nasa classroom kame, puro tawanan! haiii... saya! last thursday (june 23) dapat manunuod kame ng concert ng Hale at Orange and Lemons but unfortunately, na-sold out ung tickets! malas noh?! pumunta pamandin ung mga taga ob... nakauwi na ko nun ng 10:30 pm.. haii... tapos next day, birthday celebration ni Aica, ginawa sa san miguel village... aion, kainan, tawanan, kulitan, kung anu-ano pah! 10 na ko nakauwi kaya napagalitan ako.. hehe! mejo tinatamad ako mag-update ngaun kaya siguro hanggang dito nalang muna... bye!

1st day of me bein' a kulasa!

2005-06-10T21:26:00.000-07:00

Let's start this entry with what happened last night... We were eating dinner when suddenly...

Mom : waw naman! 1st day ng anak ko sa St Scho! excited ka na ba?

Nicole : hindi... ano naman ikaka-excite ko?

Mom : e xempre 1st time mong maging new student sa ganung school!

Nicole : oo nga.. e kaso wala naman ako maxado kilala eh

Mom : gusto mo anak samahan kita?

Nicole : haaaaa??? pano ka pupunta dun?

Mom : edi sasabay din ako sa school bus mo!!

Nicole : waaa!!! ano ko kinder?!

Mom : ikaw naman oh! xempre pag first day dapat nandun si mommy!

Nicole : sus naman! kaya ko na noh!

Mom : sige nah! pasamahin mo na ko...

Nicole : wag na nga...

Mom : siguro kinakahiya mo si mommy noh?

Nicole : wala naman akong sinasabi e saka kaya ko na!

Dad : oo nga naman! let her do it by her own...

Mom : sige na nga! pero anak, sigurado kang ok ka lang hah?

Nicole : oo nga

Mom : o kaya gusto mo suot ko isa mo uniform para hindi halata na ako moomy moh?

Nicole : wag na lalo!!!!!!!

Mom : o sige na nga...

dun naputol ang conversation kasi umakyat na ko sa room ko to get things ready for tomorrow (which is today)... So ang dinala ko lang naman ay isang ballpen, notebook at kikay stuff.. =) Humiga na ko sa bed ko around 10 pero hindi ako makatulog! hindi ako excited! hindi lang ako sanay na matulog ng ganun kaaga... E hindi talaga ako makatulog so nagtext muna ko 'til 12... then after, around a while nakatulog den ako... pero nagising ako ng 3! waaa! ang aga when in fact i should wake up at 5 pa... pinipilit ko ulit matulog but ayaw pumikit ng mata ko... So inisip ko nalang kung ano kaya mangyayari for the day tapos sa wakas nakatulog ako mga 4. Bumangon ako 5 na then ate breakfast tapos naligo, nag-toothbrush, etc... tapos i waited for the bus to arrive pero aba si mommy gumising! sabi nya...

Mom : waw naman! ang cute ng anak ko! nag-mukha kang bata saka bagay sayo... *ginising si daddy*

Dad : o bagay naman ah

Nicole : ang panget! para kong maid! hmp!

Mom : hindi noh! ang cute mo nga e!

Nicole : che!

Mom : dali pipicturan kita!!!

Nicole : hai... sige na nga....

(sa isip-isip ko nyan, parang mas excited pa si mommy kesa sakin... diba?) hai nako... mga maderz talaga! hehehe!

tapos, dumating na den ung school bus finally! then pag pasok ko nandun lang ako sa isang side at hindi nagsasalita... hanggang makarating kame sa school! pagkapasok ko sa gate umupo muna ko sa bench dun at nag-text kasi naman noh wala naman akong kilala! anung gagawin ko dun?! pero si Aessy (family friend na taga st scho din) tinext ko... sabi ko kita kame sa may gate 6 pero hindi xa nagrereply... mukha talaga akong kawawa nun kasi LONER ako!! huhuhu... edi tinawagan ko si Jayson sa cp tapos un nagkukwentuhan... e sobrang init sa place na un so sabi ko call ko nalang xa later... edi naglibot-libot ako sa campus... nakaka-inggit dun ung magbabarkada kasi pagka nagkikita sila, group hug, tawanan, etc... kaya bigla kong namiss 'kada ko sa ob... tapos bumalik na ko dun sa may gate. Nagkita na den kame ni Aessy... So sumama nalang muna ako sakanya with her barkada... edi op ako kasi xempre hindi naman ako makarelate sakanila... tapos nung bell na pumunta na kame sa Orientation. I went to my section tapos may nakatabi ako... her name is Harvy (not sure sa spelling)...

Harvy : new comer ka?

Nicole : yup

Harvy : from what school?

Nicole : ob...

Harvy : ahh... akala ko csa

tapos nagkwentuhan kame ng kung anu-ano kaya hindi ko maxado naintindihan ung Orientation... then nag-recess so sabi nya sakanila nalang ako sumama... Edi yun, kasama ko barkada nya... Well, op again kasi hindi makarelate... tapos bumalik na sa Orientation... may pinanuod kameng video something then bigalang pinatugtug yung "first day funk". Edi nung una natawa ako kasi ang kulet nung video but after, bigla akong naluha kasi naalala ko ung Ob! lalo na si Jayson kasi lage nya kinakanta yun... tapos sabi ko kay Harvy, sana hindi nalang ako lumipat kasi xobra ko ng miss classmates ko, schoolmates, barkada at lalo na si Jayson! then lunch time naman... nakita ko si Michelle (classmate from ob) tapos sabay na kame nag lunch... after namen kumain, nakita namen si Mary (former classmate ni Mich nung gradeschool sa ob) so sabi nya sama muna kame sa 'kada nila... well, eto nanaman! na-op ulet! huhu! tapos sabi pupunta na daw sa mga inassign na classrooms para imeet ung class adviser... Nung nandun na kame sa loob ng room, sobra kong nalulungkot kasi namiss ko ang 2B! tapos pagka-magtatawanan sila xempre tatawa din ako tapos biglang malulungkot at iiyak!(weird) tapos pag natatahimik ako, umiiyak din ako hindi nga lang nagpapahalata kasi pinipigil ko ren... kaya ako naiiyak is because naalala ko ung kulitan, tawanan, harutan ng 2B na hindi ko na makakapiling ng tulad ng dati kasi sa St scho na den ako magatatapos ng 4th year kung sa College naman hindi naman kame lageng magkakasama sa classroom tulad nung dati... xobrang miss ko na talaga ang 2B! iba paren pag sila ang kasama ko, mas masaya!!! 2B I MISS YOU GUYS! so from 1-3:30 pinigilan ko yung pag-iyak ko tapos nung nagbell na dumeretso na ko sa bus tapos tinawagan ko si Jayson at nagkwento sakanya... habang nagkukwento ako, hindi maubos ang luhang tumutulo sa mata ko... tapos biglang dumating bus mates so sabi ko maya ko nalang ulet to ibubuhos... pati sa bus hindi ako umiimik tapos dumaan pa kame sa ob kaya lalo ako nalungkot! pag dating ko sa bahay kumain muna ko saglit tapos tinawagan ko ulet si Jayson... walang tigil pag-iyak ko! kung makita nyo lang ako, xobra kong mukhang kawawa... hai... kung pwede lang talaga babalik ako sa ob!!! OB MISS NA KITA!!!!!!!!!! nga pla, baka sa 17 (friday) pumunta ko Ob!!! see you there!!!!!!! mwa. gusto ko na talaga bumalik!!!!

hehe! trip nanaman!

2005-06-05T16:30:00.000-07:00

Ok... So last June 1 I went to Bianca's place again... We were planning to go to Glorietta with Ate Carla to watch SHUTTER... (dapat kasama ko din si Jayson) but tinamad kame! hehe! That night, Ate Jenny and Kuya Jojo was in the house (they're the friends of my tita), they said that they have a dvd of SHUTTER, if we would like to borrow it since we like to watch it... So we borrowed it from them... Also AMITYVILLE... That night, we hurried eating dinner and took a bath immediately so we could watch... Around 10 pm, we watched SHUTTER... It was really scary! especially the part where they were staring at the picture then the girl (the ghost) faced them... ohh! basta! just watch it! I was really terrified! I kept on screeming because 'nakakagulat' and scary talaga! xobra! then after the movie around 12:30, we ate muna... (midnight snack!) hehe! Paula and tita boght some pancit from the store... then, after eating, we watched AMITYVILLE... Bianca and I were beside each other since natatakot na kame because of SHUTTER... then, nung scary part na, parehas kame sumigaw tapos nag-takip ng pillow sa mukha! wahaha! if you guys just saw our faces, I bet matatawa kau! then we finished around 2:30.. then we didin't stay too long anymore since we were scared that when the clock strikes 3:15 we might also see ghosts just like in AMITYVILLE (because pag 3:15 na, sa AMITYVILLE, that's the time when the murder started so all spirits appear)... haha! So, the following day nagkantahan ulet kame... and nung gabi na, we watched DECOYS... all i thought that movie was also scary but it's not! it's some kinda funny and sexual but not too much... then after, we ordered in Wendy's since we got starved... so we called around 1:15 then it arrive around 3:30!! when in fact, they told us it would only be for 45 mins... so we got it for free.. we saved 350 pesos! haha! then nung June 4, yesterday, whole day i was talking with Jayson... My tita said na uuwi na daw sila Bianca back to Batangas that day... xempre nakakalungkot din kasi i'll surely miss them! So night came and I was still talking to Jayson... around 8 pm, Bianca's papa arrived.. surprisingly, Jaime came along too (Bianca's bro)... So, nagkulitan muna kame while nag-iinuman pa sila tita... then around 1:30 nung magkausap ulet kame ni Jayson, nainis ako coz... ahh! long story! basta un! the nung 2 am na, umuwi na sila Bianca... xempre nalungkot ako tapos natulog nalang.. the following day, umuwi na ko sa house namen... Then ngaun, magka-bati na kame ni Jayson! ang saya saya!!!!! hehe! 'til here!

tagal ako di nag-update..

2005-05-31T21:39:00.000-07:00

haha!!! long time no update!!! ;) tinatamad kasi ako gumawa ng entries... but now, i'm in the mood! so here I am! hehe!! well madami na den nangyari sakin since ang tagal ko hindi nag-update! 2 weeks ba naman!!! haha!! so let's start, (eto lang mga natandaan ko) last thursday (may 26) pumunta kame ng Dusit since may gig ulet.. Im with my tita, cuzin (Paula), MOMMY DEAREST!, some of mommy's officemates, Bianca and of course, Ate Carla... the time slot of their gig was moved to 8 pm-1am instead of 6pm-9pm... so medyo nakaka-antok din manuod... one reason is because of the time but kaya ako inaantok is because paulit-ulit ko nalang naririnig ung pare-pareho nilang tinutugtug everytime may gig.. sino ba naman hindi magsasawa nun?! at take note: ala din si JAYR!!! kaya boring! haha! may taping kasi xa nun kaya he wasn't able to go to Dusit... anyways, it was fun din naman eventhough he wasn't there... hindi lang naman xa ang ikaliligaya ko e! kasi nandun pa ang isang papa na si KRIS!! xa ung isa pang vocalist sa band.. ung bestfriend ba ni Jayr... ang ganda nung eyes nya! super! hai... pag nakahingi me picture nya kay Ate Carla ipopost ko dito!!... Then nung umuwi kame dun ulit ako natulog kela Bianca... as usual, puyatan ulet! hehe!! nagsama ba naman ang dynamic duo! haha! tapos andun pa si Paula, si Ate Carla at si tita!! sino ba naman ang makakatulog pag ung mga un ang kasama! hai grabe talaga!! tapos kinabukasan (may 27) may tugtug ulet si Ate Carla sa Wateringhole naman... (tama ba spelling!? ah basta! ganun ang pagka-pronounce!) it's somewhere near edsa shangrila... pero hindi kame sumama ni Bianca... so nung nasa bahay lang kame, nuod lang kame ng nuod ng movies! walang kasawasawa!! hehe! then kinausap nya sa cp nya si Gerome (bf nya) at ako si Jayson... nung dumating si Ate Carla (mga 4 am na) may kausap paren kame.. tapos kinuwentuhan nya kame ni Bianca... sabi daw nung friend nya dun sa Wateringhole...

Friend nya : O Carla, kamusta na?

Ate Carla : eto, ok naman...

Friend nya : ano nangyari sa ilong mo?! nakagat ba yan ng ipis?!

Ate Carla : hindi noh! buntis ako kaya nag-mamanas ilong ko!

Friend nya : ahh.. ganun ba...

tawa kame ng tawa ni Bianca nung kinuwento nya un! kasi ba naman sa lahat-lahat ng aakalain nun, kinagat pa ng ipis! hai nako talaga... tapos nung May 28 naman, nanuod kame ng "FENG SHUI" sa abs-cbn... akala ko xobrang nakakatakot un hindi pala! (muka bang matapang!? muka lang yun!) haha!! tapos xempre hindi pwedeng mawalan ng kausap sa telepono pag katapos! hehe!! next day.. late na kame nagising ni Bianca dahil natulog kame umaga na... so kumain na kame at lahat-lahat... tapos nag-kantahan kame! grabe! ang lakas ng ulan nun!! sabi ko nga, dapat lage kame kumakanta para lumamig-lamig naman! hehe!! then umuwi ako sa bahay namen nung 29... nung gabi nun, pumunta dito sila Ate Carla kasama si Kuya Oja (bf nya).. kinausap nila si daddy... tapos nung May 30 tinext ako ni Mila... nagyayaya sa tagaytay para celebration for her birthday which is today.. but hindi ako pinayagan because....... basta! yoko ilagay! basta un na un! e kaso hindi sila natuloy ngayon kasi hindi daw ako kasama! hindi joke lang! kasi 'change of plans'... basta! confidencial... then ngayon, sinipag ako gumawa ng ganito kahabang entry! haha!! wala na kong masay... bye na!!

OMG!

2005-05-19T20:26:00.000-07:00

Oh my god! Do you know what day it is?! It's thursday!! My cuz has a gig today!!! which means JAYR is there!!! gosh! I totally forgot! oh well... eventhough I ask permission pala from my parents, hindi ren ako papayagan 'coz it's my tita's birthday... hai nako! ok lang yan... i saw him naman sa tv kanina e... commercial ng sun! haha! saka nga pala sa Saturday... guest xa sa finals ng star dance... 6:30 pm! manuod kau!! haha!! aion... then next Thursday, xet!, im not gonna be here!!!!!!!!!! I'll be in Batangas pala!! oh my gosh! hindi ko na talga makikita si JAYR!! tugtug kasi ng myxtreme sa Dusit, thursdays of the month of may... huhuhu... pero may gig din naman pala sila with JAYR... pero pasukan na!!!! malabo ng makapanuod ako... hindi ko na talga xa makikita... through the tv nalang... hai nako... know what, im beginning to be a fanatic freak! maxado kong obsessed sakanya! hai! gwapo kasi e!! tapos kanina i watched meteor garden... ang gwapo ni LEI saka ni ASI!!! grabe! pero mas gwapo paren talaga si FAFA JAYR!! sana naman makita ko ulet un... hmmm... mejo matagal ren pala ko hindi naka pag-update noh... nakakatamad kasi eh... anywei... sana talaga magkita ulet kame!!! (waa!! paulit-ulit..) hehe!! I miss him... can't wait to see him again.. hai.... 'til here nalang... i need to use the phone! coz i'll call JAYR! jowk! oh how i wish... but i guess i'll be ending up wishing lang! haha!! he's just a dream... but i hope dreams do come true... ok ok! enough of the drama, got to go... bye bye!!!

my wings

2005-05-19T18:33:00.000-07:00

aba! nachambahan pa favorite color ko!! hehe!

You have Pink Wings! And, the name says it all.
Pink is a color which represents girly, young,
stubborn images, and you are a reflection of
it. Though many see you as spoiled and bratty,
you know its only because you know what you
want and how to get it. With adding on being
very stubborn, you are also very determined,
and you ALWAYS get what you want. People are
fooled by your girly exterior-you can prove
them wrong. Even though you seem young at
heart, you realize the world may not always
fair, and keep your distance with some.

What Color are your wings?(Mainly for Girls)Beautiful Pix!
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i love u fafa jayr!!!

2005-05-13T22:21:00.000-07:00

grabe! todo na toh!!! it was the second time i saw JAY-R!!! actually, last thursday (may 5) nakita ko si Jay-r and pinakilala ako ng cuz ko sakanya... (magkakilala sila since my cuz is in a band na binaback-upan si jay-r) hmp! aion... tapos nakipag-shake hands pa ko with him!! ;) *kilig* gosh! he's so GWAPO talaga!!! tapos yesterday (may 12) nakita ko ulit xa... same place... sa Dusit hotel nga pala nangyari lahat ng ito... hehe!! every thursday kasi tumutugtug dun ung band ng cuz ko... it's "myxtreme" by the way... and lagi din me sumama with Bianca everytime may gig... i forgot to mention, pati pla si JIMMY MUNA nakilala din namen (ung guy na ka-duet ni kyla sa "not your ordinary girl")... pinakilala din actually! aion... laging nadun si JAY-R and si JIMMY pag may gig ung myxtreme... tapos the band has a new vocalist, he's name is KRIS.. he's also cute but FAFA JAY-R's the best!!! mag-bestfriend nga pala ung dalawang yun... aztig un si Kris coz ala-Usher boses! ztig talaga! galing pa sa keyboards! oh my gosh! gifted! hehe! tapos nung 2nd set kahapon naki-jam sila Jay-r and Jimmy with the band! they kept on dancing din dun! saya nga eh! sooooper!! tapos dun pa sa table namen, i got the perfect spot to see my FAFA JAY-R!!! ;) xet! he's so GWAPO talaga!!!! then pag pumupunta xa sa bar (tabi nung table namen) xempre pasimpleng tingin!! hehe!! i can't resist his cuteness talaga!! pero the day has to end so nung tapos na ung set, we had to say goodbye... awww.... pero the good part here is that JAY-R waved goodbye at me with a cute smile!!!!! gosh!! soo kilig talaga! at first akala ko hindi ako yung kinawayan nya kaya napalingon ako but walang tao dun kaya sakin talaga xa nag-byebye!! waw! *kilig* hai nako! sana next week nandun ulet xa! talagang magdadala na ko ng camera para may picture na ko with FAFA JAY-R!!!!! then pag labas namen sa Dusit nakasabay pa namen sila Jay-r! tapos nagyaya cuz ko sa Tavern to watch the gig of "wiseguys"... ung tugtug nila ala-boyz2men! aztig! and they're so friendly din... cute? pwede na ren! but JAY-R paren! hehe!! xoo we went there with Kuya Ren (sax player ng myxtreme) and ate some snacks! tapos ung cuz ko and si kuya ren naki-jam sakanila! aztig! then after the 3rd set umuwi na kame... around 2 am kame nakarating sa bahay... sa sobrang pagod, nakatulog ako... then i dreamt of FAFA JAY-R!! ganda nung dream ko! but it's impossible to happen... pero sobrang romantic nya! sana hindi na natpos ung dream ko! hai... basta ang cute talaga ni Jay-r!!! I LOVE HIM!!!!!

what a day...

2005-05-11T21:54:00.000-07:00

hai... i'm so tired... last night, Aica invited me to their house because there was a "handaan"... so i told her that i'll just let her know soon if i could come... then we talked about the activities that she would do for the next day...

Next day... (which was today)

i talked to Aica again of what were the plans for the day since i would be going to their house... she said that at around 1:30 pm she will be with Xtin and Mabee to accompany them to Concordia... she also said that they'll drop by the house so that we would go all together to Aica's place... they said, we'll meet at around 3 pm... So at 2:30, i fixed myself up and waited for them... they arrived at 4:30... i got a bit frustrated because they weren't on time... anyway... Mabee wasn't able to go with us since she has ROTC or CAT training tomorrow... so it was only Xtin, Aica, Bianca and me... when we arrived there, we went to the park... Xtin and I played volleyball then we played in the "see-saw" hehe! it was fun! we went back to the house afterwards and watched tv then we ate dinner... while we were eating, i remembered some "past memories"... hmp! then i turned the radio on, waw! the song was "crazy for you"... it really made me remember the past! shish! anyway, it's ok! we had fun naman e! hehe... then here i am, back home! so bored! hmp! i miss him.. :'( huhuhu... gotta go... bye!

What is the key to your heart?

2005-05-10T21:58:00.000-07:00

The keys to my heart... but for real there's only one key... My dream come true...

The Keys To My Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Party 'til sunrise!

2005-05-01T15:34:00.000-07:00

Hmm... last Thursday pumunta ulet acoh kela Bianca kasi la magawa dito sa bahay... nung di pa ko umaalis, tinawagan nya ko... (4 pm)

Bianca : Ei! anong oras ka punta dito?

Nicole : mga 6... bakit?

Bianca : bakit 6 pa?

Nicole : di pa ko nakakapag-ayus e saka di pa ko naliligo... yoko maligo jan!

Bianca : ahh... lam mo ba, may darating daw na bisita si mommy ngayon...

Nicole : sino naman? classmate nya?

Bianca : ewan ko... siguro... kanina pa nga nag-papaganda 'tong si mommy e! kanina pa nag-mamake-up

Nicole : ahh...

Bianca : pero sabi nya cute daw ung pupunta...

Nicole : oh?! ilan taon na?

Bianca : siguro 20+ na yun... ayan! nandito na xa... cute nga!

Nicole : tingin mo maaabutan ko kaya xa jan?

Bianca : siguro... dito ata mag-dinner yan e

Nicole : o sige, bye na! liligo na ko!!

Bianca : heheh! cge...

xoo, mga 5 pumunta na ko dun... di ko mamukaan ung cute na sinasabi nya kasi ang dilim dun sa sala... hmp! basta tawanan nalang kame ng tawanan ni Bianca kasi sabi nya baka kung ano na daw ginagawa nila sa dilim! heheh!! baliw talaga un si Bianca! then, nanuod nalang kame ng tv... tapos nag-kantahan! nagutom na kame kaya kumain na kame but before that...

Bianca : gusto ko ng coke...

Nicole : tara! bili tau

Bianca : teka, hingi muna tau kay mommy ng pera

Nicole : ukei

Bianca : (tawag sa mommy nya) pahingi 20, bili kame coke...

*binigyan na kame*

Bianca : mommy, ingat ka hah... wag gagawa ng masama lalo na't madilim!!!

Nicole : hahahahah!!!

Tita : anoooh!??

Bianca : wala! tara na nga!

*tawa ng tawa palabas ng gate*

ang lakas ng tawanan namen kaya pinagtinginan kame ng mga tao! e may padasal pa naman nun sa patay sa tabi ng hauz namen! hehehe!!! pag dating sa bahay kumain na kame... tapos nanuod kame ng movies... first ung "resident evil apocalypse" tapos "13 going 30" tapos "freaky friday" tapos "drama queen"... e mga 4 am na nun... e inaantok na ko saka xa... so nakatulog kame... di namen napatay ung tv... hehe!! sa sala kame nun nakatulog, tigisa kame nun ng sofa! heheh!!!

Next day...

kantahan ulet! hehe!! tapos pinanuod namen ung "50 first dates" tapos kantahan ulet! inaabot namen ung song na "if i ain't got you" e xobrang taas kaya tinatawanan nalang namen pag di namen nakakakaya... hehe!! tapos kumain na kame... pag dating ng madaling araw, adikan nanaman! alang tulugan!! nung mga 1 nun, nagutom kame so naghanap kame ng food dun... may nakita akong 2 pcs ng bread... e wla namang palaman... edi sabi ko...

Nicole : hmm... pano to? wala namang palaman?

Bianca : init nalang tau ng water

Nicole : para saan?

Bianca : gawa tau kape... sawsaw naten dun ung bread, db?! sarap naman un e

Nicole : onga noh! tara!

Bianca : marunong ka ba mag-timpla?

Nicole : oo...

edi un.. nag-init kame ng tubeg tapos kumain...

Bianca : sarap mo naman mag-timpla ng kape!

Nicole : na-chambahan ko lang pagtimpla nyan

Bianca : grabe naman sa tigas 'tong tinapay na to!!!

Nicole : haha!! nga e! di ko makagat!!! hai nako... pinagpapawisan na ko! ang init2 na kasi

tapos ang init pa ng iniinom naten!

Bianca : timpla nalang ako calamansi juice na malamig para mamaya...

Nicole : o sige sige...

after 2 hours...

Nicole : pwede na siguro yung juice... kunin mo na sa ref...

Bianca : *kuha juice* ui, ang tigas nung juice!

Nicole : *binaliktad ung baso na merong juice* di tumutulo ah... san mo ba to nilagay? sa freezer?

Bianca : oo saka tinodo ko ung temperature nung ref! ang hirap nga buksan e! nagyelo kasi!

Nicole : papano naman 'di maninigas to e tinodo mo ung ref?

Bianca : e gusto mo kasi ng malamig e!

Nicole : kaw talaga... sige, wag mo muna to ilagay sa ref...

after 30 mins...

Nicole : ayan.. di na matigas...

Bianca : *inom* ang asim!!!

Nicole : oo nga! dagdagan naten ng asukal...

nag-kantahan ulet kame... around 4 am...

Bianca : gutom na ulet ako...

Nicole : ako ren e, kaso ala na pagkain...

Bianca : merong spaghetti dun ah... kaso di pa luto

Nicole : e pano ung sauce?

Bianca : tomato paste nalang saka ketchup! wag ka nalang mag-reklamo sa lasa

Nicole : hmm... sige na nga

*bumaba mommy nya..*

Tita : ano ginagawa nyo?

Bianca : nag-luluto ng spaghetti

Tita : e ano yan?!

Bianca : sauce!

Tita : ano nilagay mo jan?

Bianca : sibuyas, bawang, tomato paste saka ketchup!

Tita : nye! wala kang nilagay na karne?

Bianca : wala... ung buong karne lagay naten!?

Tita : ano!? hmp! sardines nalang ung karne!

Bianca : ano lasa nun!?

Tita : tikman naten...

*naluto na*

Nicole : sarap naman pala eh...

Bianca : timpla ka ulet kape....

Nicole : edi hindi na tau tuluyang nakatulog nyan!

Bianca : ok lang yan!

pag tapos kumain.... natulog den kame... 8 am na...

pag kagising (3 pm)

Bianca : gusto kong kape (mejo tulog pa)

Nicole : hai... bahala ka...

kumain na kame tapos umuwi muna ako dito sa bahay...

'til here!!!

cuzz 3ppingz!

2005-04-27T19:34:00.000-07:00

Last Monday (4 pm) i went to my lola's house to spend time with my cuz, Bianca... it was fun hanging out even if it's just the two of us... all day we kept on watchin' tv, singing, eating, soundtrippin' and other more stuff... when night comes, eto na! nagkakatakotan na kame!!! coz xempre after dinner we take a bath again... e sa cr dun, xobrang nakakatakot! all black! the tiles, paint, sink, toilet bowl, everything! kaya instead to have fun inside the cr you tend to make it fast coz it's really scary! So natapos na xa maligo, xo it's my turn then but i was so creeped out! hindi ako makatagal sa cr! so she said...

Bianca : ano? ligo ka na para matapos na
Nicole : papano ko makakaligo jan!? e xobrang nakakatakot!
Bianca : hindi yan! wag mo nalang isipin!
Nicole : e samahan mo nalang ako!
Bianca : saan?
Nicole : sa loob habang naliligo ako!
Bianca : nye! buksan mo nalang yung pinto, dito ako sa labas, papanuorin ka! hehe!!
Nicole : epal ka naman e! seryoso ko noh!
Bianca : kumanta ka nalang ng kumanta habang naliligo para di mo maisip un!
Nicole : e hindi...
Bianca : sige, magpapatugtug nalang ako ng malakas...
Nicole : e maaalala ko paren un!
Bianca : maghanap ka nalang ng kausap sa celphone!!!
Nicole : onga noh... *text aica*
Nicole : Aica, tawag ka sakin...

*tawag Aica*

Aica : bakit mo ko pinatawag?
Nicole : e kasi natatakot ako dito sa cr e! hindi ako makaligo! usap muna tau...
Aica : o sige
Nicole : kwento ka...
Aica : hala ka nicole! nanjan na sa likod mo ung multo!!!
Nicole : waaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kinausap nga kita para hindi ko maalala un tapos tatakutin mo ko!? hmp!
Aica : hala!!
Nicole : errr!!!!! [takot na takot na]

*tapos ligo*

Nicole : hai nako Bianca! nakakatakot talaga jan sa cr! hmp!
Bianca : hehe!

So after nun, nagkantahan kame, soundtrip, watch tv, etc... xobrang ingay!! (1 am)

Nicole : nga pala Bianca, bkit ang daming tao jan sa labas?
Bianca : e may patay jan sa tabi ng bahay naten e!
Nicole : oh!? ang ingay2 naten tapos may patay jan sa tabi!?
Bianca : hala! baka dalawin tyo nun sa xobrang ingay naten!
Nicole : yan nanaman e! tatakutin mo nanaman ako!
Biaca : hala!!!

*takutan* *nuod tv*

(5 am)
Nicole : akyat na tau... mejo antok na ko e...
Bianca : tara... ako din e

Next day...

same routine... kantahan, nuod tv, soundtrip... nung gabi hindi na ko maxado natakot maligo kaya nagawa kong walang kausap habang naliligo... nung madaling araw na, party time again!! kantahan ulit kame! sayawan! hai! xobrang ingay! pero xobrang saya!!! then nanuod kame ng mga movie... first, we watched "Freddy got fingered" tapos "White Chicks" grabe! tawa kame ng tawa habang nanunuod! then "40 days and 40 nights" naman pinanuod namen pero di na namen tinapos... then we watched "maximum exposure" sa axn... nakaka-awa ung mga tao pro nakakatawa itchura nila pag na-aaccidente! hehe!!! then kinausap ko sa landline si Jayson... nag-usap kame until 6 or 7 na ata... then tinext ko mga sun users kong pwendz! ayun, si Bry gising na kaya tinawagan nya ko sa cp... nag-usap kame hangang 7:30... sabi ko tutulog muna ko so nag-bye na ko...

When i woke up...

first, ate lunch! then sabi ni Bianca...

Bianca : nuod tayu "the grudge"
Nicole : yoko nga! alam mo namang matatkutin ako tapos yayayain mo pa ko manuod nyan!
Bianca : sige nah!
Nicole : sige, pipikit nalang ako habang nanunuod ka.. hehe!!

*nuod the grudge*

grabe! sigaw ako ng sigaw nung pinapanuod namen! huhu... kakatakot kasi... tapos, pinaliguan namen ung dog... ;) tapos kantahan again!! hehe!! then sabi ko uwi muna ko sa bahay kasi ala na kong damit... so bukas nalang ulit ako babalik dun...

THE END

Pakapalan na ng mukha! hehehe

2005-04-24T22:26:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, my cousin Bianca arrived here... sa hauz namen... she stayed here muna since la pa tao sa hauz nila... aion, so kumain lang kme dalawa... kain lang ng kain! hehehe!!! then nagsimba kame (banal!) after mass, kumain ulet kame! binigyan kasi kame halo-halo nila tita! sarap nga e!! tapos nag-net muna kame... naghanap ng CUTE sa friendster!! eheheh!! then kumain ulet! dinner time na kasi nun... tapos si Kenneth dumating dito sa bahay... kwentuhan lang... umuwi xa 9:30 pm na... edi un, umakyat na kame ni Bianca dito sa room ko tapos naligo na kame... around mga 12 may kausap kameng dalawa sa celphone mga hangang 1 ata un... tapos around 1:30 nagtext si Migo...

Migo : Mornin'! musta na?

Nicole : ok lang, kaw? mownin' too..

Migo : K lang den... gawa mo?

Nicole : txt... soundtrip... nakikipag-kwentuhan sa cuz ko... kaw?

Migo : reading a book.. abala ba?

Nicole : hindi... baka ako nakakaabala sayo?

Migo : hindi ah... kaw pa...

Nicole : nu ba binabasa mo?

Migo : alamat ng gubat... kakatawa nga e!

Nicole : ahh ok... bkt gising ka pa?

Migo : gusto ko kasi taposin 'tong binabasa ko e... e ikaw?

Nicole : di ako makatulog e...

Migo : hindi ka makatulog kakaisip sakin noh?!

Nicole : bakit naman kita iisipin!? baka ikaw nag-iisip sakin!

Migo : ummm... pwede rin

Nicole : miss na miss mo na kasi ako e!! [kapal]

Migo : oo... totoo un

Nicole : nag-jojoke lang ako tinotoo mo naman!

Migo : nag-jojoke lang din ako naniwala ka naman!

Nicole : waa! ako naniwala? kelan ba ko naniwala sayo!?

~the end~

Hai! kakabitin buh!? di na xa nagreply e! nabara kasi! hihihihi!!! aion... tapos inantok na ko kaya natulog na ko... kanina namang umaga pag kagising ko, nagkwentuhan pa kame ni Bianca! aga nga e! 8 gising na xa! e ginising na ren nya ko... hai... antok pa ko... hmm... sige, got to go... punta pa ko sa hauz nila Bianca!

'til here!! Ciao!!!

Gimik time!

2005-04-24T13:40:00.000-07:00

(hai! natuloy din lakad namen!) Yesterday was so FUN!!! as in!! It started when mah homiez (relatives) and i went to SM Makati since we needed to go to the grocery... So when we arrived there, we (dad, mom, lil' bro) ate first at the food court... then we went to the Supermarket... since mah tita and some of mah cuzins were also there, I told mah mom that i'll be goin' with them... so i saw mah tita then hanged out with them in the grocery! hehehe!!! mah tito was pushing da "push cart" then i hopped on... hehe!! i was like a naughty kid (kung nakita nyu lang ako, haha! matatawa kayo!) then kinukulit ko ung cuzins ko, si Cyra (8 yrs old) and si Bryan (4 yrs old)... pikon na pikon sila sakin coz i kept on buggin' them the whole time!! hehehe!! then si tita ung kinulit ko... nagkikilitian kame while walking kaya tumutingin ung mga tao! hehe!! pero ukei lang yun! pake ba nila?! hehe!! then i texted sila Tatsu (nasa Glorietta sila), i told them kita tayu later... then si Bryan nagtext... punta daw din xa sa glo... edi sabi ko "sige, kita-kits nalang maya!" so after the grocery, sinamahan me ni tita sa g4 kasi andun daw sila Tatsu... edi un... lakad2... then nakita ko si Bryan (mag-isa)...

Nicole : oh, asan sila Tatsu?!
Bryan : pumunta ng greenbelt... magre-redbox daw sila
Nicole : nu ba yan! di manlang nila sinabi sakin... bakit di nila ko inantay?
Bryan : di ko lam.. sabi ko nga hintayin ka eh..
Nicole : hai! pabayaan mo na! tara timezone nalang tayo!!!
Bryan : tara!

so we went to timezone... first nagbasketball kame dun... hehe!! then we played Air Hockey.. wahaha!! ako nanalo!! then nag-racing kame... nung first, xa nanalo then next race ako nah!! hehe!! then aion.. air hockey again... talo ko!! huhuhu... 5-2 ba naman!! err!!! tapos edi yun tawanan lang ng tawanan!!! then mineet namen sila Tatsu... andun sila sa food court with Jason, Janella, Nikki, Camille and Gracielle... edi sabi ko kay Bryan akyat nalang ulet kami kasi kakain pa sila... so yun, akyat kame then nakita namen ung Flip Ballaz... tapos naghanap kameng dalawa kung san pwede magpapicture para may suvenir! waaa!!! hehehe!! then sila mommy nagyaya na umuwi... edi yun... nung kasama ko na homiez ko, sa SM ulit kame dumaan... tumingin kame ni mommy ng shades and shoes.. aion... tapos sila daddy pumunta sa jollibee... then un, punta na sa parking tapos uwi na... pag dating ko dito sa hauz xobrang sakit ng ulo ko tapos kumain na me dinner... pag tapos, kinausap ko si Aica sa phone.. edi nagkwentuhan, tawanan, asaran, kulitan kame... (e pag nag-uusap kame nun laging pasigaw lalo na pag nag-aasaran) edi pumasok si mommy dito sa room ko...

Mom : sino ba yang kausap mo?!
Nicole : si Aica (tuloy paren sa katatawa)
Mom : bkt ganyan ka makipag-usap!?
Nicole : e ang kulet kasi neto e!!
Mom : para kang TANGENGOT!!! [joke time na mejo seryoso]
Nicole : (tumawa lalo)

hai... edi yun, tuloy nanaman kame sa asaran namen... tapos kumanta nalang ako nung "mata" saka "you'll be safe here"... e after sumakit nanaman ulo ko (siguro dahil xobrang hyper) tapos natulog na ko...
'til here!! Ciao!!!

Met someone new...

2005-04-23T14:57:00.000-07:00

I met someone new actually... her name is Berna... the girl Bryan likes! hehehe!!! Berna's really kind, so sweet, friendly and understanding... eventhough we just met, she really is so kind to me... we met through text nga pala... that was around 2 am a while ago... i was texting some of my friends by then when i thought of texting Berna too since Bryan gave me her cp number... so to start hirs what happened... (i was also texting Kim and chatting wid Bryan through my cp) not exact words to ah!

Nicole : Euw pohw!! ztuh?!
Berna : Hus this?
Nicole : Im nicole... friend of Bryan... ur Berna ryt?
Berna : Yes... nice meeting you Nicole!
Nicole : You too... i heard you'll be taking an exam in ob ryt?
Berna : yeah... share ka naman about ob...
Nicole : Umm... the school sucks but the students rocks!!! but kung kelan naman lilipat na ko, saka ka lilipat ng ob...
Berna : san ka lipat?
Nicole : St Scho... but not yet xur...

BLAH... BLAH... BLAH... we talked about ob...

Nicole : Ei Kim! gawa mo?
Kim : Ala... kaw?
Nicole : Katext si Berna saka kausap si Bry
Kim : nu number ni Berna? makikipag friends me
Nicole : *send # ni Berna* ok yan si Berna! mabait kaya wag mo maxado pagtripan...
Kim : thanks! kunyari lalaki ako hah... pag nagtanong sau... name ko Mikhail
Nicole : ukei
Kim : *txt si Berna*

MAG KATXT NA SILA...

Berna : ei nicole... friend mo si Mikhail?
Nicole : yah... tinext ka nya?
Berna : yah...

*TXT KIM*

Nicole : oh? nu na sabi mo ke Berna?
Kim : *forward msg* Lam mo ba ung si Kim naka-55 na bf na... pero mahal na mahal ko yun!
Nicole : lakas trip nanaman ah...

*TUMAWAG SI BRY*

Bryan : lam mo nagalit skn si Berna... sbi daw kasi ni Kim sakanya na x ko xa... la naman akong sinabing ganun
Nicole : ahh... talaga un si Kim oh...
Bryan : panira talaga un!
Nicole : sige, kausapin ko lang si Berna

*TAWAG BERNA*

Nicole : Ei, wag ka po maniwala sa sinabi ni Mikhail... hindi po totoo na sinabi ni Bry un... ang sabi lang nya, nililigawan ka nya
Berna : ahh... ganun ba...
Nicole : saka nga pala si Mikhail saka si Kim iisa lang... Nantitrip lang yan si Kim... wag ka nalang maxado maniniwala

*TAPOS USAP* *TXT BRYAN*

Nicole : yaan mo... ok na... sinabi ko na kay Berna
Bryan : thanks hah...

*TXT BERNA*

Nicole : o ano na sinasabi sayu ni Kim?
Berna : kung anu-ano tungkol sakanila ni Bryan

*TXT KIM*

Kim : lam mo ba, tumawag sakin si Bry... minumura ako... tahimik na nga lang ako kasi natatawa nalang me
Nicole : bkit daw?
Kim : ewan ko dito... sinabi ko nga kay Berna e... saka sabi ko rin sabihin nya kay Bryan magsorry sakin... para mas maasar ko yun

*TXT BERNA*

Berna : Nicole, sabi ni Kim sabihin ko daw kay Bryan magsorry xa... bkt gnun?
Nicole : ewan ko jan ke Kim...

*TXT KIM*

Kim : nagsorry na pero binara ko lang.. hehe!
Nicole : sama... hehe!

*TAWAG BRYAN*

Bryan : (inis na inis) panira talaga yang si Kim! sinisiraan pa ko kay Berna!
Nicole : wag ka mag-alala sabihin ko kay Berna

*TXT BERNA*

Nicole : Berna, wag ka maxado papadala jan kay Kim...
Berna : Nicole, akala ko pag pinagsorry ko si Kim ok na pero naging worse...
Nicole : pabayaan mo na... wag mo na pansini un...

*TULOG MODE*

hai... grabe!! ang gulo ng mga nangyari kaninang umaga!! etong si Bry may balak pa magpakamatay dahil ayaw na xa replyan ni Berna... kasi naman si Kim e... hai... dapat hindi ko nlang binigay # ni Berna para hindi nagkaganito...

*PAG KAGISING KO*

kain muna!! hehe!!! *tawag kay Aica*
Nicole : tara! punta tau glo
Aica : di me pwede.. nandun naman sila Camille e... sakanila ka nalang sumama
blah.. blah... blah....
hai... ang gulo! ayoko na pumunta ng glo.. hindi rin naman kasama si Aica!!! ayun...

*TXT BRYAN*

Nicole : Bry.. di na ko punta glo... la si Aica e...
Bryan : Ako din....

*tapos txt*

hmm.. punta pa kaya ako ng glo??? la ren naman ksi magawa sa bahay! hai nako! sasama na nga lang ako kela mommy!!! o sige... bihis na ko!
'til here!!! Ciao!!!!

Katamaran kuh!

2005-04-19T02:40:00.000-07:00

Hai... kagabi di ko natapos ayusin tong blog ko! di ko nalagay profile dahil naubusan me ng net card! pewo grabe! kahapon from 1 pm-9 pm online ako! ginagawa ko lang tong blog nun tapos kung di pa ko mauubusan ng net card di pa ko magdidisconnect! hai... 8 hours net... gawsh! nwei... kgabe kinausap ko si 2zee sa fone... kulit nga nya eh! kung anu-ano sinasabi... aion... tapos dumating sa mommy galing office... pag pasok nya sa room ko, inabot nya ung mga pix namen sa Subic... gwabe! kakatawa! ksi nag-swimming kme nun sa beach e sila mommy kahit hindi SEXY nagbathing suit ba naman!! edi na-expose mga TABS!! hehehe!!! kulet pa ng shots! kala mo pictorial! haha!! tapos tignan ung pix, soundtrip dito sa room hanggang sa makatulog ako! den knina wen i woke up, kumain muna tapos naligo... dapat after nun bibili na ko ng net card kaso tinamad ako saka xobrang init sa labas! grabe!! so tinawagan ko si 2zee ulet... humingi me sa kanya ng favor na pabili ng net card since lapit lang naman sa kanila ung bilihan tapos sabi ko bayaran ko nalang... so dumating sila dito dala ung net card... kasama nya si Doug saka si Luigi... aion... tapos, foodtrip ako kasama mga pinsan! saya din naman! tapos tumawag si Aica sa cel ko, pinapa2g2g nya ung cd na nirecordan namen nuon! e baboy ung cd na un e! hehe!! tapos tawa pa xa ng tawa! hai... kakahiya tuloy... tapos eto nanaman ako, gawa entry... hai... o sige nah! kain muna koh!!

'til here! Ciao!!!

Nag paramdam...

2005-04-17T22:30:00.000-07:00

I told myself that I would really forget about Migo... I mean REALLY...
I was doing a poem by then about what had been happening to me lately when suddenly my cellphone rang... no name was registered only the number... I answered the call but no one was talking... I kept on saying hello then he said hello too... at first, I didn't recognize whose voice that was until I remembered that I erased Migo's contact number in my cp... yea', it was Migo on the phone... but he was not talking so I put it down... I ate dinner afterwards then when I checked my cellphone, I had 6 missed calls... all from Migo... I wondered why he kept on calling... when my cp rang again, I answered it... it was just Aica all along! She said, she thought I was Teneil (x of Migo) I just said "ok, bye"... so after talking to Aica, my question was answered... the reason why they kept on calling is because they thought I was Teneil... then around 2 am, Migo called... I didn't answer it at once since I thought that maybe he was dialing the wrong number again... but after a while, I answered it. He asked me how am I doing... etc... I said I'm fine and asked why he called up... he said that he heard my favorite song and so he remembered me and also he said he misses me already... [flattered ako] we talked until 5 am... he called me up again around 9 pm... we talked for a while... then here I am doing this entry...
'til here... Ciao!!!

I'm so lost in the midst of you...

2005-04-16T19:46:00.000-07:00

I can't think of anyone except you... time flies by and still here I'm wonderin' why I've been wasting my time on someone who easily neglected me after all the affiliation we had... sad to hear, ayt? But it's true... maybe if I didn't have this erratic mind I wouldn't end up like this...
I would like to share mah story that indeed made a difference in my life in which I really learned something from ...

This started when my barkada accompanied me for a Christmas shopping in Glorietta (Dec. 21, 2004)... We were walking in the mall when one of my 'kada (Aica) told me that she has to meet her cousin and talk to him for a while... so we went to their meeting place... I saw her cousin but didn't mind him at all... While it was our xmas vacation, I usually chat on the phone... one day, I was talking to Aica while playing ps2... she told me that someone would like to talk to me, he's name is Migo, so I said "ok"... it was her cousin whom I spoke to (the one I saw in Glorietta)... he introduced himself to me and I did the same... we talked for quite some time... chatting about things that are currently happening to both of us... Jan. 22, 2005, one of my kabarkada, Zha, celebrated her birthday at Red box, Greenbelt... Aica told me that 2 of her cousins are in Glorietta by the time I arrived in Red box and she made them go to Greenbelt too since it was just nearby... once again I saw Migo and we formally introduced ourselves to one another... I also met her other cousin, Bryan... then we played billiards and had some karaoke singing with them during Zha's party... When I reached home, Migo texted me... askin' how am I doing? etc... then he asked if he could court me... I said "it's up to you but don't expect me to give you what you want" and so he agreed... Since we weren't in the same school, he visits me every Friday in OB or in our house... but I was so upset during those times because he kept on making me wait for him for about 1-2 hours... then whenever he arrives, he doesn't talk to me that much which adds up to my fury... but he apologizes afterwards... but still he kept on repeating it which really became annoying... so after all that "napuno na ako"... I told him to stop! That was Feb.22 (1 month na xa nanligaw)... we had no communication after that... then Feb. 24 (a day before my birthday) Kenneth (Migo's classmate) went to OB coz I told him to drop by since we were going to celebrate my birthday... unexpectedly Migo was with him! We ate at Max restaurant... while we were there, Migo said sorry and asked me for a second chance... he also said that he would surely change all the negative things that he'd done... so I accepted it... March 30, 2005 we went to EK with my friends... I wasn't expecting him to go since he called me on the morning saying that he can't go... but when I arrived at Bamboo (meeting place) he called me up again and said that he will go... so on our way going to EK, Migo was my seatmate in the coaster (our transpo)... we kept on sharing the things that'd been happening... when we reached EK, it kept on telling me, "Nicole, tara! Ikot tayo" so I was separated from my friends almost the whole day... I kept on telling him "tara! Sama tayo sa kanila" but he doesn't like... I didn't enjoy that much because I didn't spend enough time with my friends when in fact, the purpose why I went there is to spend my time with them since I would be transferring to another school already... so the following day, I realized that we both really wouldn't work out... I told him to stop once again and don't ask for another chance to me anymore because I like to be his friend only... no more, no less... after that day, we had no communication... 'til now. I thought we would get along just fine after what happened but I was wrong... I guess he really wanted to forget me at all... even our friendship, he's willing to turn his back from it... I guess that's because I really had hurt him... but honestly speaking, I missed him... ung pagkakulit nya, the times we texted each other, etc... I always dream of him... he can't get out of my mind... whenever I share those stuff to my friends they kept on telling me "maybe you've fallen from him already" but I kept on saying "no! I wouldn't fall for him" but now that he's gone, I realized that maybe I really fell for him because why would I think and miss him so much if I weren't?... I guess you would never really know how important someone is 'til they're gone... I know I was a complicated person by that time but I really can't understand why I'm being like this... by now, I guess I just needed to accept reality and admit that I could never bring back the past...
This is where my story ends...
Now I am trying to move on to all the things I've been through but it seems that just upon hearing his name, I'm already taking 2 steps backward... it's really hard... it takes time... but I know that I'll get over this soon... if in case he comes back, I still don't know what to do but one thing holds true... I really miss him so much...
'til here! Ciao!!!

**am~i~real?**

tamaderz!

Sooooper hectic sa school!!!!!!! errr....

magiging happy ba ako o malungkot??...

saya saya!!!

katamaran ulet!

it's the true me!!

The True You

i can't tell who true friends really are...

i'm beginning to love st scho! yeaaa!!!

1st day of me bein' a kulasa!

hehe! trip nanaman!

tagal ako di nag-update..

OMG!

my wings

i love u fafa jayr!!!

what a day...

What is the key to your heart?

Party 'til sunrise!

cuzz 3ppingz!

Pakapalan na ng mukha! hehehe

Gimik time!

Met someone new...

Katamaran kuh!

Nag paramdam...

I'm so lost in the midst of you...

am~i~real?